Pray

Pray

Twice cheated on

Once beaten on

You say you give as good as you get

But who you trying to fool

He lies to you

You lie to us

So you can keep lying to yourself

Hoping he’ll change for you

Be a man for you

He does as he pleases

While you work to please him

You pay for him

You lay for him

You bore a baby with him

You gave up your life to love him and raise a baby with him

He can’t even give up 8 hours a day of his life to get a job to live

You need to stop playing with him

Stop laying with him

Start praying for him

To grow the fuck up and be the man you believe him to be

Or get the fuck out of your life

So you can be the woman you were born to be

Written on September 13, 2008 by H. Brown

Let Me

LET ME

You want me to be NICE

You want me to be HAPPY

You want me to LIVE

But only the life you think I should live

Lose weight you tell me

Don’t cut yourself

Don’t be a bitch

Live your own life and let us live ours you tell me

I would gladly let you live yours

If you get the fuck out of mine

My body is my body

My mind is my mind

You suck up everything I am

Push on me what you think I should be

Leave me

Leave me to live

Let me feel my feelings

Let me love only me

Hate me for me

But stop trying to change me

Fuck my weight

Fuck my physical scars

Think about the ones you can’t see

Live my life

Live with my memories

Live with my guilt

Before you try to tell me again how I should live my life again

Leave my life

So I can live it

Written September 29, 2008